Chirispada IDK

In my pockets
but a stamp and pennies i keep
though not for myself you see
but for a certain miss i'll meet

One day i hope
to see the lassie of dream
for the fullfilment of my goal
to share all that i own

And for that day to come
it may be a huge wait to some
but for me, i've grown patient and numb
for the rum i've become

So here i'll await
by the stars and dreams and freights
to delight in delucion
and deny disilusion..

But not lastly to say
with anguish and ache
that this cognizant heart long
will shatter or break